Happy Christmas every one. No matter how much I hate the holiday I'll still wish you happiness for it. I don't like Christmas one bit. It's an aggrivating holiday and I just don't like the hype around it. I know that some of my friends agree. -looks at Megan- Anyways. I took some time to really think about some of the lyrics to the music I listen to. Believe it or not, my crappy music probably has more meaning in it than yours. Like take Tourniquet by Evanescence... I'm not sure if it's smart to type out the whole song, but I'm going to. I tried to kill the pain but only brought more I lay dying and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal. I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am I too lost to be saved. Am I too lost? My god, my tourniquet return to me salvation my god my tourniquet return to me salvation. Do you remember me , lost for so long. Will you be on the other side or will you forget me. I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming. Am I too lost to be saved. Am I too lost? My god, my tourniquet return to me salvation. My god my tourniquet return to me salvation my wounds cry for the grave, my soul cries for deliverance will I be denied Christ tourniquet. My Suicide... That's the song and if you took the time out to read it... It's really powerful compared to something like the shit most people listen to. I really think that people don't know what they're listening to actually means... Guess what. Most songs say subliminaly to sleep with the singer/band. Music like that sucks. There aren't enough bands that have actually decent songs. Jeeze. No one's gonna read this, why do I take the time to type it?
So here I am. It's 6:45 am and I'm sitting in an airport. Yes, you heard right, the airport. I have a 7:30 am flight to PA through Dallas and Cincinnati. Jeeze. I don't even get to State College until 6 PM! It sucks. Anyways. I'm gonna post all of this when I get to Cindy's. No computer for me too much probably. I won't be on much because it's all weird there. I'll have cable TV in my room though! Yes you heard me right.. I'm gonna watch...TV! o.o!!!I'm wicked bored and I don't have anything to do at all. I need sleep. I only got 2 and 1/2 hours of it last night because my mother woke me up at 4 AM!!! RAWR!!!
I'm leaving around 4 AM tomorrow morning. For PA. Oh joy. Yes. I'm going to see my sister, for two whole weeks. I'm happy, really, I am. It's just the fact that I still haven't packed... And its nearly 12. I'm just stupid. Holiday break started at 4:00 PM today, and so far I've loved every minute of it. -winks- So... I fell... XD Thats the highlight of my night, (or at least what I'm going to tell you about it...) I've got a nasty bruise on my knee and it hurts wicked bad...Hrmm... I found my old band director's email address after a substitute told our class what school he was teaching at. (None of us like the new guy too much. He's a real jerk.) Anyways, we're going to email him and ask him to come to our UIL competition. (speaking of which... You should all come to that...) I'm going to go pack... If any one needs me tomorrow... We'll good luck. My phones off... most of the day. I might turn it on when I've got my feet securly planted on Earth but thats about it. I might sign on on my phone too if I get that bored, but if any of you need me... Then you know how to reach me. =D Don't worry it isn't long distance.... and if it is... then sorry.. X.x
The ages of insane front men,
I've got a paper due on the 8th and I think I'm going to write it about peoples rights to free speach (Yes, you heard right, I haven't even picked a topic yet) Oh yeah, and I've got this stupid band concert on the 8th as well. Oh joy, a day of crappy topics, too much math home work, and listening to my band director talk about stuff that I learned when I first started playing. I'm out of town most of the month. As soon as school lets out (thats the 17th so all of you know) I'm packing to go to my sister for 12 days. Oh joy. She and I get along just fine, I just don't want to put up with my mother that long. Thats the most direct contact I have with her. When I'm at my sisters, and I live in the same house as her too. I can't sleep. -.- I can't miss any more school either, which sucks. They'll hold me back if I do. (oh yeah, and by the way, when they give you those notices... they really aren't kidding.) Becca and I started painting my room saturday night. We had a lot of fun. We had a Kill Bill marathon and we watched School of Rock. It's a wicked good movie for any one who's willing to watch a bunch of ten-year-olds learn how to both, play music and curse. (Very interesting...) We went over to her house after that though and we ended up cleaning her room. We found some pretty neat stuff. We also found out she had carpet... (I'm kidding Becca) I need to update this more. I know I'll say that a million times before I actually update it more... So all of you will have to wait quite a while... well, since I should have gone to sleep like two hours ago because I'm running a high fever... I'll see all of you later... Oh yeah, I've updated my Christmas list...Some one "IM" me tomorrow and remind me about that...